trapped

i'm trapped in my mind wandering aimlessly
unable to find my way
out of the maze of thoughts
each turn unlocks doors
what i tried to ignore im now left to face
my desires elude me
sometimes i wish i could die
to leave all this behind
and get the relief i so desperately need
but in reality i just wanna be saved
to find that one person who will break down my walls
unlock my emotions and heal all my pain