i am misery

i am misery
it's all i've ever known
why can't everybody believe me
my mind is blown
i'm falling
falling still falling
it's so cold
i hear somebody barking
out commands, he's bold
capable of showing
his feelings but why doesn't he?
is it cause he's scared?
maybe its cause they won't leave him be?
but i bet if he dared
to take a chance
and ask her
if she wants to dance
she might say
''I'd love to kind sir''
and, holding hands they'd walk away
but i doubt that
she'd prolly laugh
and call him a creap
but it gave misery a good laugh
cause deep down, so very deep
inside. Misery will always be me
what else can i be?